You have the time to work your program. You already know how much mental energy and anguish it takes to be drunk. No bueno!
Remember how much you like being clearheaded, even if it's just to come visit SR! Lol! Yes, you did it! One more day, and then another. And, none of them are Day 1...again. Make a list of all the successes you've accomplished while sober to help motivate you to get back on the right path. Take good care of yourself!