*Any advice for coping with all of the changing emotions? I vary quite a bit and pretty quickly, and I find it quite confusing at times.*
I think your best bet is to give yourself permission that it's ok to feel however you feel right at that moment, even if its two opposite emotions at the same time. Grief (and I agree this is a form of it) has it's own time table. I got married very young and it lasted 13 plus years before he was cheating and beating on me, it took about 4 years after I got out, before I became angry. Very very angry. I thought at that point I should be over it. The anger probably lasted a good year. It has it's own timetable and that's ok. You have a right to feel EVERYthing that you feel. It will smooth out. It does get better. Keep on the path