Originally Posted by
hopeful4 
I prayed and prayed. One day I realized God was giving me signs all the time, I just had to be willing and open to receiving them. Hugs.
I can realte to that!
COD, answer yourself ,"why?" to this:
" I guess I'm just not ready to take the next step to remove myself, and DS, from this mess."
what I read is fear of doing it.