Originally Posted by
firebolt 
THanks for your insight and clarity and ((((HUGS))) to you. No matter how healthy you are, it still has to be hard.
I envy your peace through it all and empathize with the sadness and helplessness in it all.
Best to you - and your hubs.
Thank you. It is hard. Some days it is too much.
I mostly feel peace but not all the time. I get the peace from working my program and using the techniques I have learnt.
I feel sadness for AH, what a waste.