I don't know what to do anymore
I'm always covering for him. Making excuses. I'm so tired of living this way. He didn't drink when we met because he'd had previous issues with alcohol and pain pills after an injury in the military. He started two years after we got married. 6 years later...here I am...still making excuses, still covering for him, still listening to his lies-at least I don't still believe them, that's something right?
Why do they lie about their drinking? Do they really think we don't know?
Would it be wrong to just drop him off at an AA meeting?
I don't know what to do...I don't want to end my marriage but I don't want this life for my son, I don't want this life for me....