Fini, yes, I am just beginning to see that.
Im not the only one in this postition, probably everyone is in the same boat. And they have done it. I will follow the suggestions you made there.
I am going to go to the doctors too. I cannot do AA as the group here is a shambles. There is nothing else here. There was a government sponsered group, but they have shut everything down due to cut backs by the government. It will also take 3 weeks before I can get an appointment to see a doctor.
Until then I'll just use this site