You are doing so so well! Being sober is a completely new way of life and it does take time to adjust, that doesnt happen overnight either it takes time and in recovery we learn an awful lot about ourselves. Your current mindset is very focused, for two weeks in that is just awesome! Remember to take it a day at a time tho. What Ive found really encouraging is that you've written and gone through your thought processes here on SR, which will help you in your recovery, its really important to that, so do keep coming back here whenever you need to to do the same thing, it is likely that you may hit some lows but that is ok too, its all part and parcel, whats important is you continue to do what you are doing by sitting with your feelings for a bit, then getting it all out there to someone else x
Heres to another sober day
x x x