Alcoholism is about the way you think and not if you drink or not.
You can make it whatever you want, for yourself, but that's not what the word means. What you just said is that you can drink all the time, but depending on what you think, you are not an alcoholic. This is dangerous. This is what so many want, they just want to keep drinking but have a magic life. The drinking has to stop. For good. Then things can get better.
If you are securely sober, and you have life issues that need work, you can always talk to someone who is trained to help. Good luck!