Well I have been up and I have been down and I have been to the other side of the mountain.
Joy yes I have experienced joy... the birth of my child, getting my degree, seeing the good results of hard work all of these joys put my feet on the ground.
I can see the mountain and enjoy it's magisty yet not have to climb it.... been there done that
I have fallen into enough holes to know that many times it seems like I am climbing and that is because I am upside down in my thinking...
Elated yes elated that I am falling upside down and gonna land on my head the manic side of my depression the down side up...oh I am helping somebody sickness...nope I am done done done....no more super codie for me
