Friends, I had a weekend getaway (much needed) but have been reading all of your replies, comments, thoughts. I am digesting your input and appreciate each and every one who took the time to share ESH with me. I will simply add I saw AH today and I find everything about him intoxicating. He is my addiction, truly. Feeling there is not much hope at the moment, but tomorrow's another day (if you believe Scarlett O'Hara...haha).