I'm not opposed to the bible study. I thinks it's the fact that he is pushing it so early in my recovery. He would not set foot in any other church, I have asked. He has been asking me to go to the Kingdom Hall for many years.
I don't know enough about my bible to trust that he will not do a jahova themed bible study, this is probably not making any sense lol. Hence why I asked for time to study my bible.
I am also bipolar so I think just adding more to my sobriety at this point would be hard!
Thank you for your answer!