I went to a concert. I could smell the pot people were smoking. I didn't know who was doin it, but I could smell it.
was that a relapse?
no.
now, if I had been at that concert and asked that man to blow it in my face, dam straight it would be a relapse. I have absolutely no reason, other than to have a mind and mood altering experience, to have someone blow pot smoke in my face.
it would also be me taking my will and lkife back, insane, and completely forgetting where I came from.
jbizaz, imo, those events were premeditated and the relapse started a long time ago.
itsa great example of what happens when we let up on the spiritual program of action and rest on our laurels.