Hey Betty, talk to us whenever you want to. Welcome to the family. It's ok to vent here or just to ask for (((((hugs)))). We're here for you. I consider you as a friend also.
I know when I was going through this, I started to isolate myself. I took on all of the shame, and you know what.... it wasn't mine to take on.
Welcome,
((((((hugs))))))
amy