I have dreams, aka nightmares, that he is still here, still doing the same things...scaring me with unpredictable moods and activities, starting arguments, etc.
Ugg, I've had dreams like that. Waking up just sure someone was drukenly yelling at me, slamming doors, etc. They invoke that same type type of terror as my being chased by a zombie / ax murderer / Satan himself dreams.
THankfully, they are getting further and fewer in between!