I understand completely thinking about a future life beyond active addiction of a spouse. I do it too. It is a sort of calm space for the mind. Funny how our mind does that. Almost as if it knows it needs to get back to a place of peace and healing, and that is the way it knows how.
Originally Posted by
CentralOhioDad 
Nothing big here
Not true. I think this is a big step! Whether you are intentionally forming those thoughts or not. Wishing you well.