Mentally Moved On
As I was taking my daily walks the last two evenings, I noticed my thoughts were on how I might think and feel should I divorce from AW. Was thinking about things I might do, how 'free' I might feel. Yes, I also thought about taking care of DS alone, and the house by myself, and the sadness and angst that goes along with a marriage breaking up.
But there was also a sense of calm that I felt, a sense of relief that might
Also come about by removing an active A from the household.
I read so many posts here of people trying to hold on to their spouse, gf/bf. Me, I think I'm ready for the break. The only thing that makes it difficult is our 6 yr old DS.
Nothing big here, just thought I would share. Since sharing my thoughts and feelings are something with which I have trouble, I guess this is my therapy for the day!!