Originally Posted by back2thegoodME

no big deal I am told. he isnt some crazy alcoholic he claims. its because weekend mornings I count his beers and I get upset how much he drinks after I go to bed. He only did it once. He is embarrassed and feels bad, that he didnt feel right about it. I think he feels bad because he got caught. He doesnt even really drink vodka, he will drink ton of beers and not feel like its a problem because it is "light" beer. I dont get it!! Then I say, what else are you doing that you hide from me. Then I get yelled at that I am going to "run" with this and take it to crazy level to yell at him for everything. i hate this this but now I am convinced its not really a big deal. its only "one" bottle! that he did it because its my fault since I get mad at all the beers he has after I go to bed. that he really did only do it once and wont do it again??? why didnt he just get rid of the bottle then if only one time? i hate this life but i have this horrible life because of my own self, its my fault.