I am new to this forum.. to make a long story short, I am addicted to tranqulizers and alcohol... Just super nervous all the time and feel i cant deal with the world. It just plain overwhelms me. It never occured to me to check myself into rehab, I always thought id have to be taken kicking and screaming or just end up there - somehow, how stupid is that?
I need to work the twelve steps. I am afraid to give up both of my addictions but they cause me so much shame and pain why would i be so scared???????