timetoheal guy...you might want to check out the current threads by Wrndown.... his story sounds striking similar to yours.....
And, there are thousands of other stories, here o n the forum....yes, thousands...lol......that spell out the same kind of scenario.....
You can go to the bar at the top of the main page and click on the "search" button......
Realy, the story of an alcoholic blaming others and manipulating unsuspecting doctors, therapists, family and friends is as old as Mathuselah (sp?_.........
My dear, dear, timetohealguy.....whether you were a sweet, docile lamb or a fire-breathing dragon.....the story would still be the same!!
dandylion