Thank you very very much for your replies. I have left. More so than anything else over the sense of lying or lying by ommision and half truths. Like sunday eve i went to meet him for a date. He had rang me Saturday upset and said he had taken 2 Ectasy fri night. When we met sunday he hadnt slept since friday. I simply.dont believe 2 E caused him to go the whole weekend with no sleep. Not that it matters what caused it. But I felt like he felt if he gave me something that resembled honestly it might keep me off the scent. I do feel like he wants his cake and eat it. And i have too much at the moment to support him. Its just sad as he has told me many times he wants away from it. Thanks a million for your replies.