day 15
Tonight is day 15 and I'm starting to hear my av saying "one drink would be fine just one" bit I know that's a lie.. one turns into 6 easily then before you know it I'm running back to the store half drunk to buy more. But I do miss my late evening cocktail, just wish I new how to moderate. Everyone I try I fail. Because I'm a alcoholic I can never moderate. I can just drink and drink until I stumble my drunk behind to my room and fall asleep and wake up feeling crappy.. and that's why I will not have just one.