recovery from alcohol can help you with what you're struggling through.
sounds like alongside that, you will benefit from therapy and the supervision of a good doctor - at least for a while.
often, issues with anxiety and depression are hugely exacerbated by alcohol - even if at first they seemed to 'treat' them.
often, issues with anxiety and depression can be managed to a point that they no longer plague us or go into remission - or are at the very least tolerable and allow us to live full and even happy lives.
but - one thing is for certain; using alcohol as a coping or medicating strategy is a downward spiral and only serves to worsen anxiety, depression and other things.