A year or so ago, I was laying by the side of the road, completely out of it on booze and pills. The police had me taken to the hospital by ambulance. After a few months of being unable to stop the booze pill cycle, I entered rehab for six weeks. My life has completely changed - because I was willing. Willing to listen to my little child heart from yesteryear and do the right thing for ME and my loved ones. Become clear and open. It hurts, yes. But oh the relief! You can stay sober. You can live again in the light. Don't give up!!!!