So on the positive side, I do have 30 days of sobriety. I have learned a few things.
1. Take responsibility for my actions. I have resolved conflicts. I have made amends. I have paid my debt to the hotel.
2. Act like an adult and be proactive.
3. Make hard decisions. Life altering decisions that should have been made while I was in my drunken haze.
4. I have learned to care about myself. I am handling myself well, I have been improving my appearance, i have been sleeping well and eating properly.
Good things have been happening. Sobriety is a great thing.