Issue with other people's perceptions
Hey y'all,
I'm currently struggling a lot with other people judging my program. I'll be the first to admit that the last few months I didn't work a good program AT ALL and I tried to control everything which led me into a self-induced manic-like state. I was engaging in stupid, compulsive behavior and living out of all of my character defects. I just picked up a year sober but apparently people I work with are saying that I relapsed, when I never picked up a drink or used. I understand that they probably perceived me to be on something because I was acting so crazy, but I don't think it's fair for them to tell other people I relapsed.
I'm trying to not let this get to me, but it is. A lot. Any advice would be appreciated.
Thanks guys.