Thank you so much for the comments everyone!
Fabela why do you say you can't do it? I used to think I couldn't do it..hell I started using drugs at 14 and was an IV heroin user by 16. At 25 I finally put an end to the madness...but not before I was homeless, stealing from everyone I loved, totaled my car, had to leave school for awhile, was running from the cops with my fiancé because he had warrents..I literally thought that I could never get sober, but really I just needed to be brave enough to truly try. Please don't give up on yourself, I have found the life of an addict was WAY HARDER then the life of being sober, I just was comfortable with the hurdles that came with addiction and scared of being alive again.