maybe this is why we hold on to each other so tight here. so many of us in this path.. Oh my Dear Young Woman of Faith Hope and Family.. my heart weeps ... do you have a chair or something in your place that he would have sat in?? if so go to it and sit and clear your mind open your heart for he will know what door to go through and talk to him softly and he will hear you and come to you and hold you tight I promise... love so much Love I send from the bottom of my weeping heart.. and prayers for you to hold all of us tight and scream here and we all shall hear and respond in kindness and love.. ardy