Hi James,
What helped me today is to get outside of my own head and how I feel about things, and look at a few externals to gauge where my life is at. At just shy of 60 days, I have cravings at some point every day, but when I wrote down some of the good things which have transpired as a result of being sober, I realize how fantastic it actually IS to be in my right mind.
What are the good things, externally, which have happened because of your five months? Are some of your relationships better/more peaceful? Have you enjoyed waking up without a hangover? What about your health - obviously your liver is grateful beyond belief at the change?
Write some of those good things down, tell us about them.
