Thanks for posing the question, Bob.
I took my last drink, a glass of red wine, while reading a text message from someone who wrote, 'your offspring must really love you'. I broke down and cried because I couldn't say for sure whether or not my child loved me.
Went to my first-ever therapy appointment the next day.
Admitted to the therapist I had a drinking problem. She handed me a list of AA meetings. And my life changed.