Keets, 39 days sober is a huge accomplishment under the best of circumstances. To manage it with everything else you have going on is amazing. You have my respect. You are a STAR. Hopefully your therapist or another doctor can help in-fog you. You deserve it.
[B]Clearlyheaded[B], you have my sympathies with your pain issues and congrats to you too for coming here and posting. That chronic pain stuff is no joke. The pain, the exhaustion and the way it intrudes into your whole life is no fun at all.