Originally Posted by
PeacefulRain 
I'm in such a downward spiral right now that it scares me. I am literally crumbling before my husbands eyes and he is so obsessed with work that he doesn't even see it.
If your husband can't or won't listen to you, can you find someone else who will? A doctor? A therapist? A counselor? A rehab? A recovery group? A priest? Another family member? Those are all just ideas off the top of my head. I'm sorry if they're not any help to you. I do know that drinking is only making your depression worse. Alcohol is a depressant. It's not medicine, it's poison to our minds and our bodies and our souls. We're here if you need to vent or cry or just to sit silent and listen. Wish I could offer more than that from this long distance. You are in my thoughts and prayers,
PeacefulRain...your parents wouldn't want you to be this unhappy--find some help in honor of them.