Hi. Look it seems that bad things tend to happen when you drink. So perhaps it would be good to just stop drinking alcohol. You don't have to call yourself an alcoholic to stop drinking. Just stop and don't listen to the reasons your mind invents to start up again.
I just love the fact that I don't drink. I can go anywhere at anytime day or night and not have to worry about if I'm ok to drive. I don't do stupid embarrassing stuff, I don't put people at risk because of my drinking. You ca do this !