Hi Babes!
I found I had to go way outside my comfort zone to kick alcohol. I had to do everything I could think of and then go out and find new ways of doing things because everything I knew of was not enough. I had to do things that my addiction told me I shouldn't do.
Have you tried going to a recovery meeting? How about reading and posting here more? Here's a couple good threads to join:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...-part-1-a.html http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ml#post5937519