Originally Posted by
Dagny 
I guess I just need to believe there is life after drugs and that it will be worth living, soon enough that I can stand to wait long enough for it to happen.
Is life worth living clean and sober? Yes, though difficult to imagine when one is still locked in the despair of addiction. Attempt 51 can be the one. Just don't give up too soon. The instant gratification of speed is a hard one to give up, I know. I was addicted to meth in the early Eighties. It took being poisoned by some bad s#i! for me to see the light. And even then it took months for my brain to return to normal.