2 Seizures
I have had two in the last month and have had everything taken from me money wise and my wife has kicked me out. Yet... I still want more. What can I sell, what can I do, why this madness? I really desperately want a drink but even more sore I want some chewing tobacco. I am dying for some. Why the cravings and why the madness. I have enough meds and exhaustion to get through the night but I fear tomorrow. I fear I will find a way. The next misstep could truly be fatal yet I don' care. I hate this so much.