Hi ya Purplerks
Congratulations applekat
welcome back Pelagiac Sam and Rah...great to see you too 1step
thanks for your advice Olivia - it's something I say quite often...even something as harmless as a vitamin may interact with other meds sometimes.
I used to yell at God too kiki...I look back now and I think what I wanted was a miraculous fix - something that would take no effort from me, and no real changes in my life.
God didn't do that for me, because that's not what I needed.
What I needed to was accept the responsibility of getting myself sober and staying that way.
That doesn't mean I have to do it alone, - I've had help from God and others - and it doesn't mean that relying on yourself means it's hopeless for you - I believe anyone can get sober.
It means committment tho. You really will get out of your recovery what you put into it
Maybe you need a different approach? or you need to make more changes?
Maybe you need more support - or you need to use the support you have when you need it, before you drink?
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