hey psychomess, You feel like crap, you are pissed and you feel like screaming??? well, all of these are good FEELINGS...so do that, get pissed and get a better crip
of this situation, scream because you need to vent off and feel stupid and mad but
most of all, FEEL WHAT YOU ARE DOING TO YOURSELF, YOUR LIFE, PEOPLE THAT
LOVE YOU and then go on your feelings, BE STRONG, don't let this habbit control
you, YOU control IT and GET HELP!!! YOU CANNOT DO IT ALONE....READ THIS
SITE, get help A.S.A.P. be strong, God Bless you!!