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Old 07-24-2005, 06:52 AM
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Day One...kinda

well, today is day one, if you can even call it that. im still loaded at the present time. it hasn't worn off yet, but today will be day one.

this is so ********!!! i want to be clan, i really do, and right now, i feel like crap and im pissed off and want to scream! but when the next oppurtunity comes to get loaded, i won't feel this way anymore and i will go get loaded. And then not till after, i will feel stupid and mad at myself all over again.
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Old 07-24-2005, 07:03 AM
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hey psychomess, You feel like crap, you are pissed and you feel like screaming??? well, all of these are good FEELINGS...so do that, get pissed and get a better crip
of this situation, scream because you need to vent off and feel stupid and mad but
most of all, FEEL WHAT YOU ARE DOING TO YOURSELF, YOUR LIFE, PEOPLE THAT
LOVE YOU and then go on your feelings, BE STRONG, don't let this habbit control
you, YOU control IT and GET HELP!!! YOU CANNOT DO IT ALONE....READ THIS
SITE, get help A.S.A.P. be strong, God Bless you!!
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Old 07-24-2005, 09:37 AM
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You said "i want to be clean, i really do".

How bad do you want it?

Are truly sick of living your life this way? Are you?

If the answer is yes then please get some help. You have to be strong. You have to be determined. You have to have the DRIVE and DESIRE for a better life, a better you.

I'm on day 30'something. 35 or 36. I don't keep track very well. All I know is I'm clean and sober and I feel terrific for the first time in a very long time.

Welcome to SR Please stick around and read and vent all you want. Everyone here is such a source of strength and inspiration.
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Old 07-24-2005, 10:42 PM
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Originally Posted by PsychoMess
i want to be clan, i really do, and right now, i feel like crap and im pissed off and want to scream! but when the next oppurtunity comes to get loaded, i won't feel this way anymore and i will go get loaded.
Well, you can always stop in here to read this post to remind you

Welcome to SR, PsychoMess! A lot of us experienced the same anger you felt when you posted this, and for some of us, me included, it was critical to beginning our process of cleaning ourselves up. I'm a couple months in and I carry with me in my wallet a list of feelings I had when I was bombed the last time I drank. I bet if I compare my list to yours when you drink they are prolly pretty close.

Hang around for a while. Drop me a PM anytime. Let's get this thing started, Yo!
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Old 07-25-2005, 12:55 AM
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Welcome to SR psychomess.


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Old 07-25-2005, 07:03 AM
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