Half way into day 6..
Doing a lot better but I feel like subconsciously I'm plotting a relapse. Body and mind are drained from all the physical stuff I experienced to get to this point. I'm considering some supplements to try and combat the lack of dopamine in my system been reading into a few different things that seen to give decent results. Anything at this point... Dreamt about pills last night a few times I feel like if one little thing sets me off emotionally I'm going to run out and find something. I hope I don't but if it happens I really hope mine of you will think less of me I'm really fighting this as hard as I can