healthyagain, I loved my ex also. It was so hard to let go of all my imagined dreams, so hard to let go of everything.
When you talk sometimes about the depth of their darkness, I hope and wish that we will never feel this.
I didn't want to expand on anything, but I do think you understand what I am talking about.
Just wanted to give you many (((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))) tonight.
amy