MikeM- I've almost been killed several times. Some of them in really bad ways
You are right, you aren't going to live. None of us are. It's nothing to worry about because there's nothing you can do about it.
One time I was getting a ticket and a drunk ran into the cop car pinning me between my bumper and his. arrrgh that was an ugly one. broken bone and squirting blood, i laid in a bar ditch bleeding to death. Got shot at when I was young, he missed. Then there was Iraq, there were some other car wrecks. I had gravel blown on me twice from rockets. 150' from the DNA thing cause other that's about all they find. The pic is a smoking hut after a near hit with a 80mm mortar. I almost had more holes than a man needs ;p) My point? You don't know when it's going to end so enjoy life, it is exciting. Personally I don't enjoy it so much drunk.