there are THREE hallmarks to recovery:
Honesty
OpenMindedness
Willingness
you need to fully EXPOSE your addiction, and that means pulling the covers and telling your spouse. even if its tough or uncomfortable. we cannot give our addiction a cozy place to hide.....
at least the wine is GONE now. its never a good idea to TEST our sobriety.....life presents enough tests!
commit today to not drinking NO MATTER WHAT, under any circumstances, PERIOD. close that door firmly and then nail it shut.