Originally Posted by suzie89

Tati, I know you say you had blah day today, but you sound more upbeat to me. Look forward to the links. I hope you rest well today
. I for one, am completely exhausted. Long day with work meetings literally straight through from 8 am to 5 pm, then rushing off to get one kid to soccer practice that was farther away from home than normal due to wet fields here. But on the positive side , my 8 year old son came with and he and I had a nice dinner date at a great little Greek hole in the wall restaurant while my daughter was at practice. Just got home and going to take the dog for quick walk before I call it a night. I didn't sleep well last night. A little wired from my first AA meeting. Got up early (4 am ) to get caught up on some work, but ended up mostly using the time to read instead. Now I feel like getting a cold--headache and achy. I think I'm just beat. Even on good nights I never get enough sleep. Cravings hit a bit along with crankiness around 5 pm, but felt better after I ate. A nice lady from AA texted to check in on me. Really wanted to try another meeting today but didn't work out with schedule. Hoping to go to 7 am meeting thurs because looks like another impossible schedule tomorrow. I'm feeling strong for the most part, but feel like I can't let guard down at all. Doesn't take long for mind to wander back to thoughts of drinking.
Stay strong everyone. Day 12 tomorrow for me. So thankful to be here.