I was able to get in meeting last night. It felt real good to be amongst fellow alcoholics on the journey to recovery. We are a very small community, where everyone know everybody.
It's a double edge sword, but the time has come to own up to my alcoholism.
I'm not drinking today. Today is all I have.
In the words of **** Das Ram, " be here now, now be here". Keeping my sobriety in the present moment.