My neighbor told me the other day that she used to get him oxi's when his suboxone script wasn't due for a refill yet. He has also screamed at me that I have never been there for him. That was so hurtful. He was a police officer arrested by his own department buying percs. He wasn't fired until he was drunk and shot his gun in the air. My whole family wanted me to leave him then. But sober he was a wonderful husband and father. I know this condition is a disease and in my vows I said sickness and health. So I stayed with him and I thought we were having a great life. I have a good job. His job allows him a lot of downtime which he needs. My kids are older so much more self sufficient. The few times I communicate with him he lies every single time. Why doesn't he just own it? I mean he's already left me