Hello hopeful,
A suggestion that helped me ...
Do a Web Search for Recovery Speaker messages. There are many out there, and most are free. Especially look for messages based on the 12 Steps, and start with Step 1 messages and continue thru Step 12. Listen to a few different messages on each Step.
Another excellent set of Recovery messages is the Joe & Charlie Big Book study. It is a collection of messages, in order, and is available thru this link. You can listen thru your computer, or download and place on a USB Flash Drive or Burn to CD's.
Click the link, it is Free:
Joe & Charlie Big Book Study
It was a lot of dedicated work for me to get FREE, and to stay FREE, and it is SO worth it.
RDBplus3 ... Happy, Joyous and FREE ... and I KNOW U can B 2