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Old 04-17-2016, 01:51 AM
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Gottalife
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Originally Posted by TigerLili View Post
You suck and I'm sick of your BS. I'm tired of your lies, and your promises that never come true. Every time I find the strength to walk away, you sweet talk me into coming back. It will be better this time, you say. What a crock. It's NEVER better. You're exactly the same and you will NEVER change.

I gave you everything and you gave me nothing except trouble. I lied for you, I stole for you, I lost my dignity and self respect for you. You screwed with me at my job, pulled me away from my friends and family, emptied my wallet and kept telling me everything was fine.

I'm tired of plotting and scheming how to get together with you. I'm tired of how you make me feel. You make me feel bad about myself, unlovable and pathetic. You made me become everything I never wanted to be. You took away my ambition and my dreams. You're killing me with a thousand paper cuts. Stop telling me it will get better. I don't believe your lies. You bring NOTHING to the table. Not once have you improved anything in my life. I didn't even like you the first time I met you. I thought you were awful but you won me over and slowly wore me down, and out.

You suck. Stay the hell away from me.
Are you my ex fiance?

I received this very message from her, from friends, family, employers, anyone close to me and quite a few not close. When they had all said their piece and no one was left but me, that was the point at which I became "interested" in recovery.

I guess your piece was about alcohol, but it actually described my relationships with the people around me when I was drinking. The booze was but a symptom...
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