I'm sorry you're still struggling but I'm glad you're back Cow
I gonna choose to live, however heinous it may be. I gonna suck it up. And I make promise with my friend Sleepies to stop isolating, so here I is, Gumdrops. Oh, and I quit all substances effective immediately.
It will most likely be a hard road, but it's the only road out of where you've been, Cow.
welcome back
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