I used to feel like that my first few times trying to quit. Then, as I kept drinking, the bad kept piling up. Got arrested for the 2nd time, and continued to drink after that.
Woke up one morning feeling like death from drinking all night, and finally realized I didn't want to do this anymore. What am I missing? Blacked out memories, getting arrested, treating people like ****, apologizing in the morning.
I'm only 3 weeks sober, but I don't miss alcohol or the way it made me become.