Hi Sleepie,
So, your post actually inspired me to sign up and this is my Day 1.... I feel very similar to yourself and am taking comfort in so many others feeling the same above.... I am hoping to start and hopefully maintain sobriety this time, and I will most certainly be following your posts and those of others here as I have zero support offline.... I am a little anxious, I'll not lie. But your post, your openness, your honesty has really hit a chord. Good luck with everything, wishing you the best x